"Take a deep breath and realize how completely insane it is that you’re alive."
"It’s my first time here. I wanted to come to - you know you don’t go to Comic Con without going down on the floor and seeing it all, and so the way I came up with doing that was Spider-Man." - Daniel Radcliffe at the 2014 SDCC
Track: Say it Ain’t So
Album: Weezer (The Blue Album)
Theme: He Said She Said
People wonder why I take it so personally when dates don’t go well. It was just one date, they’ll say. You’ve only known them a week, they’ll add. And while that’s true, it’s not the fact that I’m sad over said person, it’s that the dates never go well. That there has never been one time where I’ve sincerely liked a guy and he has liked me back. I’ve never had that bond. I have no idea what it’s like. And that’s what’s sad. That’s what’s hurtful. That there is something that I don’t know what it is, that I can’t control, that happens and makes people think “nah, probably not”. And no one understands how lonely it is. It’s not that I’m going through a rough spell after a break up or that I’ve been out of the game. It’s that I’ve never started the game. I’ve never gotten past go. I’ve never had a relationship. So there’s the answer world! It’s not an obsession over the person in question, it a recurring curiousity of why not? Why never? Why not me?
The problem with people: no one gives you a chance. I believe everyone deserves a chance and not just to be written off because of this, that or the other. Not one person is perfect. Me, I sincerely try to give everyone a chance. No matter what. Maybe you’ll prove that a shouldn’t have, at least I tried then. Maybe that makes me seem too “ignorance is bliss” or gullible or what have you, but the world is already unfair.. Why are we adding to it? And why are we deceiving people or using them? Don’t be so selfish. Be up front and honest, but do not be cruel. There’s a balance to find.
I hate how much i let you fuck with my head.